Honesty is the Best Policy…

I usually have a very positive outlook on my life and situation, even when things are bad I can usually keep my spirits up by being optimistic about what is yet to come, and I like that about myself. However, I’ve arrived at a point where I just feel helpless and defeated and I’m not sure how fleeting this feeling is, every day has become a struggle again and my motivation has dwindled, hopefully this is only temporary because my motivation has always been the one thing to keep me going when all else wasn’t working. Right now I don’t know what to say or do, I’ve used up all the tricks I’ve gathered over the years and little is working. I’m researching online trying to find someone who’s experienced with M.E cases (you’d be surprised at how hard it is to find) I hope that my search will be successful and that something good can be set in motion because right now I’ve got nothing to bring to the table.  

– Martie