Honesty is the Best Policy…

I usually have a very positive outlook on my life and situation, even when things are bad I can usually keep my spirits up by being optimistic about what is yet to come, and I like that about myself. However, I’ve arrived at a point where I just feel helpless and defeated and I’m not sure how fleeting this feeling is, every day has become a struggle again and my motivation has dwindled, hopefully this is only temporary because my motivation has always been the one thing to keep me going when all else wasn’t working. Right now I don’t know what to say or do, I’ve used up all the tricks I’ve gathered over the years and little is working. I’m researching online trying to find someone who’s experienced with M.E cases (you’d be surprised at how hard it is to find) I hope that my search will be successful and that something good can be set in motion because right now I’ve got nothing to bring to the table.  

– Martie

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4 thoughts on “Honesty is the Best Policy…

  1. I hope your search is successful too. I know a few people from here that have m.e too and have found help through alternative therapy like acupuncture and holistic chiropractors/muscle doctors. You are not alone. I think a bad cloud has swallowed many of the sufferers at the moment. We all seemto have hit a low point. Am here if you need x

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    1. Thank you so much, I’ll look into those options too, I’m always open to try new ways to help my situation. Thank you for this, truly, I appreciate your words so much and can only hope this bad cloud will lift off us all soon! Xx

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  2. hello martie, just to let you know I’m thinking of you. I think you’ve had a few sicknesses recently and remember that can really take it’s toll on mind and body, even when the symptoms pass. I don’t know what you’re looking for, and of course you should seek medical advice if you need it, but also maybe go back to basics and keep patience with yourself. You know so much about how to look after yourself and handle this. Motivation is great, but sometimes you have to go through the motions of self-care even when you don’t much feel like it. I hope you feel stronger soon. Either way i look forward to hearing more from you, love and best of British hugs bc xx

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    1. thank you so much for this! I am taking your advice to heart, I truly am, I think basics is exactly where I need to go right now for sure. I’ve gotten so many nudges form the ‘universe’ today that it’s been strange, but a few things have lined up exactly when I needed it the most, funny how that work out huh? I think self-care and basics should definitely be bumped to the top, especially now, thank you for reminding me of this when I couldn’t see it myself, I’m incredibly grateful! Lot’s of hugs xx

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